I'm alive. I'm under stress right now wondering if I can survive until December. I got my job at the college's clinic, attend six clients, design treatment plans for each, three classes and pracitse and calculate IQ tests (which is very time consuming). So I'm feeling down and anxious but I gotta hang in there.
Plus, today there's a national strike and thing are pretty tense around here. link
And kicking...grad school has been hell for me...so much work so little time! My mom's doing ok and I quit my part time job at the store. Yay! I'm working at my college's clinic as part of the work study program. Which means I have free Saturday nights for the first time in three years! But with 3 classes, a lab, investigation and six clients is sucking the life outta me
My mom is doing ok..in pain. I'm really worried because I don't know how everything will turn out for her. Thursday, she couldn't see anything only blackness in her right eye and the doctor was worried about that. She supposed to see shadow movements. Friday, she saw shadows but her blood pressure was very high (king of like glaucoma) and that's bad. Today her pressure was under control but the optical nerve is on verge of collapse. You know, no matter how great your eyes, no nerve no vision.
I don't know of she can recover her vision. At least something because my mom has a very rare eye condition since she was little. I won't go into details about eye anatomy and all that. I can tell you she has a super myopia, limited field vision, macular degeneration, high blood pressure, etc. So a retina detachment was expected to occur someday. And top of I'm coming down with something (it's not that damn flu) right now I have a fever and a dry cough...must be the dust.
I thought it was the end
Distressed
Anxious
Sorrow
Hungry
